think and thought

Fetched my sister to tuition just now.
I have thought of a lot.

If I think it is impossible from the beginning,
why should I continue to achieve the impossible thing?
As I said before,
it will always be a risk for me.
It surely be a chance for others,
but confirm not me.

I knew it..
But I still want to let myself suffering for almost two months to get it.

Looks funny.
And I did suffer=(
just for the cup that doesn't suit me.

Well,
I decided,
to end it.

Will not think about it ANYMORE.
no matter what happen.
I should experience more things that I always hope to.
I will substitute it with other meaningful things.

Life seems beautiful now=D
I know I will never regret for the decision that I have done=)