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1.学会把亲情放在第一位,把友情放在第二位,把爱情放在够不到的位置

2.学会不和父母顶嘴,学会为了维护友谊让步

3.学会不想着依赖别人,做好自己,让别人依赖你

4.学会认清自己,不是很好,也不算坏,不把头扬的很高,也不拿眼睛盯别人的脚

5.学会把喜欢的人放在心底,默默的喜欢,有种情不需要张扬



6.学会不为了自己喜欢的人和别人争论,或许你并不了解他

7.学会口是心非,看到自己喜欢的人和别人在一起,请祝福

8.学会独自一个人承受一些事,一个人守着一些秘密

9.学会适当减肥,不要过度,为了某些人,坚持

10.学会去关心家人,朋友,不要以为他们不会离开我们,就不在意



11.学会交际,和所有的人搞好关系,踏入社会,面对的人会更多

12.学会掩饰忧伤,对别人笑,要哭,躲被窝里

13.学会成熟处事,即使是装出来的

14.学会在特殊的节日,给别人一个小小的惊喜,感动一个人很简单,让她（他）知道你心中有她（他）的位置

15.学会不相信童话故事,永远记得仙杜瑞拉有的水晶鞋是你没有的



16.学会必要的欺骗,不要说你诚实,埋没了善良更可恶

17.学会为自己的人生做好打算,自己争取来的更值得珍惜

18.学会不计较,忘记一些不愉快,也许你会更快乐

19.学会无条件付出,想想父母,你会释然

20.学会写日记,我们的人生并不是很长,把它记下足可以让你重拾记忆 好好过日子,终会长大,学会不让爱我们的人对我们失望 拿得起,放得下,该放手的时候,不要拖泥带水,告诉自己,学会自爱,也会活得很好…

Very meaningful.
Especially I have highlighted one=D

Crap for SOMEONE

Someone is going to be 18 very soon.
Someone is allowed to paktor,
where her boyfriend no need to buy anything to Bi Hui and Fang Yuan, very soon.

Someone will be very happy because her love one won't leave.

Someone will be very happy because she can pass her birthday in Australia,

with her handsome cousin..haha!!

Someone is getting prettier and prettier and prettier,

and surely will be more prettier after her 18th.

Someone is getting sweeter and sweeter.

Not because of she loves Baskin Robin's sweet ice cream,

but because of someone who can make her smile blissfully.

Haha don't think so much.

The person I mean is me XDD

Someone..

who entered my life since I was 9,

is going to be 18.

is going to be an adult.

I am proud of her.

For everything that she has achieved so far.

I am proud of her courage.

I am proud of her driving skills.

I am proud of her everything.

We come from different family

but we can mix well.

I am rule follower, she is not,

but still we can share our opinions happily.

Nothing to say.

But just a Happy Birthday.

I wish she can achieve what she wants,

and always together with the somebody that she loves,

Always stay happy, pretty and creative.

love ya^^

think and thought

Fetched my sister to tuition just now.
I have thought of a lot.

If I think it is impossible from the beginning,
why should I continue to achieve the impossible thing?
As I said before,
it will always be a risk for me.
It surely be a chance for others,
but confirm not me.

I knew it..
But I still want to let myself suffering for almost two months to get it.

Looks funny.
And I did suffer=(
just for the cup that doesn't suit me.

Well,
I decided,
to end it.

Will not think about it ANYMORE.
no matter what happen.
I should experience more things that I always hope to.
I will substitute it with other meaningful things.

Life seems beautiful now=D
I know I will never regret for the decision that I have done=)

Cried.

Cried.
At Dataran Minda.
Most of them shocked.
Including Puan Zaleha.
Saw Encik Azhar after that.
He said he will settle that problem for me.
Puan Zaleha said, "Everything has its solution."
Hope so.

Teachers can only help a bit.
There're still long way to go.
I'm lucky because I'm still in school.
How if after I go out?

Will work hard.

I never know my tears can flow out so fast.
Is only this problem?
Or still have others?
I don't know..
Stress during these few days.

Crying really make me feel better..

The special English Test in my secondary school life

Finally, we have finished our MUET exam=DD

my SpEakIng-

I was truly lucky, because Puan Rohana,
my beloved English teacher was the examiner.
I was not that nervous because of her=)

The title was about which type of teacher should be awarded a
Special Teacher Award.
Haha!! Such a coincidence!!
Sincerely I think she should be awarded.
Because she's caring, she's creative (with her various kinds of stories),
and she helps students achieved good academic results.

Funny thing happened when I was speaking.
When I started to conclude,
*dang!!!*
No electricity!!
LOL I was really powerful huh~ haha!!


The left hand side is her, Puan Rohana;
while the right hand side is her daughter I guess.

My Reading-

Normally, I will sleep during this paperLOL really boring.Surprisingly I didn't this time. Maybe I was nervous.I finished it at the last five minute and didn't even check. Anyway,I believe myself won't do careless mistakes this time=)

My Writing-

Before I comment anything about my writing,I would like to thank my MUET tuition teacher, Ann Wong. Indeed, I have learned a lot from her.And she's very kind! A week before the MUET, I asked her whether can mark for my final exam essays or not.Without a doubt, she agreed and asked me go to her house.She taught me a lot.. Thank you!!

Other than that,I would like to thank my best friend, Keng Leong.Thanks for your notes,Thanks for introducing me Ann Wong's tuition.And of course thanks for your guide in my Form 6 life. Hope you will score well in your STPM^^

OKay back.I used 1 hour for my first essay. Haihs exceeded the time that I had predicted. After that, 5 minutes blank. When I read the title, which was about arranged marriage, i laughed. It's sooooo funny that MUET have this kind of question. But for me, it's not easy to write as I was short of time.

Wrote whatever that flied through my mind, then passed up.

A bit stress after that but later I was okay=)

My Listening~

I am satisfy with this paper, because it's clearer and easier than last time. But Don't know why. I daydream nonsence during the listening.

LOL always like that. Chen Bao Shian >.<

Hopefully I can get the band that I hoped for and no need to take it again=)


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Tomorrow is the Pets activity!!
Excited.
Will not afraid of dogs tomorrow.
WILL NOT!!

too bad Ann Wong is going to holiday tomorrow,
if not I can see her playing with her cute dog=X

Awaiting^^
Nitez ZZZzzzzZZZZ







** Looking at the photo.
The trophy is a gift that my beloved school gave me.
It urged me to improve myself.
I am not as discipline as last time anymore.
But I know what am I doing.
I will work hard, work smart, to success.
Thanks afzan^^

Preparing and Awaiting.

I guess this holiday I will be fulled of activities=)

This sunday, 7am. I will be at Taman Teruntum Kuantan to incharge of

KARE 4th Annual Charity Open Day.

According to Miss Irene,

KARE = Kuantan Animal Rescue and Education.

They're having an open day on 14th of November (Sunday)

And there will be a lots of activities,

such as Dog Fashion and Beauty, Me & My Pet Eating Contest and so on.

For your information, I am going to incharge one of those games.

What a BIG SHOCK NEWS for me!!!!!!

because I am afraid of dogs >.<

LOL I truly scare when they try to lick me!!!

Ewwwwwwwwwwwwww >.<

Dad said,

"If you always scare of dogs and cats,

you will being bullied. So, just be BRAVE!"

He's right.

Dogs are actually very tame, cute and nice.

I shouldn't afraid but

must try to BE FRIEND with them..

Plan to train myself to be braver at my grandma's house.

She has a dog.

Maybe I should try to touch him and even HUG him..

LOL it will be a really great step for me

to overcome that phobia.. Haha

Hopefully by that day,

My phobia is gone and I can enjoy the activities there=)

Wish me good luck XDD

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At a wonderful Wednesday night,

while I am enjoying my beloved facebook.

Olivia sms me.

"Do you want to replace me for the duty at Air Supply Concert? Miss Irene offered."

(roughly like that haha because I didn't save the message)

Air supply?? What is air supply??

I thought it is something about aeroplane or helicopter.

and LOL.. I thought we're going to be in the helicopter and go around Kuantan..

muahahahha *think too much*

Replied her I wanna join and to confirm, ask her what's that actually XDD

Rupa-rupanya is singer.... big LOLLLLL for myself!!

but then later she said no place anymore.

*disappointed*=(

The next day,

after tuition,

MIss Irene asked me,

"Bao Shian, do you want to go for the Air Supply Concert to duty?"

"I wannnnnt!! But I thought no more place already??=X"

"Ya but if you want, I can ask for one more place for you.."

Yeah!! Miss Irene is truly kind!!

She sms Dr Shankar and finally I can go=))))))

Laugh ba!

LOL thought Air Supply is helicopter~

Luckily there's GOOGLE in this world=D

I google search.

Air supply is an Australian soft rock duo,

consisting of Graham Russell as guitarist and singer-songwriter

and Russell Hitchcock as lead vocalist.

Never hear their songs.

Maybe I shall hear some before I go.

At least I know what's going on..

Haha!!

First time go concert..

First time duty at the concert..

First time know what is Air Supply XDD

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Is preparing and awaiting for acitivities which are coming soon^^

Another nothing.

Planned to skip school today.
But early in the morning,
wai jern sms me..
Datin Genga asked those who present call those who absent
to come to school..
LOL it seems serious..
then I went to school >.<
LOL half good half bad girl =D

Actually I love school life.
But only with friends!
not the school >.<
Luckily quite a lot funny friends attended school today..
Haha..
Heard Mr Gary sang Indian song..
Watched the nice performance by Mr Dickson and Mr Ng Kah Wai..
and Miss Tiang Shirley to dance "sorry sorry"
muahahaha!!
I found that Bi Hui's classmates are really funny..
They really can make people around them happy=D
*happy* *lucky* because I know them=)))

Ohya, congratz to Bi Yan!! Bi Hui's sister.
She get 7A in her UPSR!!
Yeah!! happy for her^^

Okay..
Our results.
No need say also know not really good.
But wanna say "welldone!!" to those who score 3.00 and above!!
Zhenye, Swee Yang, Jo Ann, Yit Yee, Pavithra,
Bi Hui, Chui Teng, Fang Wei, Fang Yuan and Ng Kah Wai..
Proud of you all..
I promised myself,
next time I will join you all=)
muahaha!!

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3.18am right now.
I haven't sleep.
Why?
I was studying MUET just now.
remember I said that I have an exercise book with 6 sets of questions??
Hmm..
Til now I only manage to finish 1 set..
LOL
I admit I'm lazy..
XD

Anyway, it's time to sleep zzzZzzzZzzzzzZ..
Nitez=)

nothing

today..
i was having serious pms...
almost wanna cry..
just couldnt stand someone's attitude..
but i cant say or comment anything bout him..
that's his style..
his way to treat himself..
i guess i wont so over react if i'm not pms..
scolded him with my black face and after that
guilty but angry and........
almost wanna cry >.<

but everything changed when olivia spotted a nice hand!!!
muahaha nice hand can cure pms??
i dont know..
only know smart got many hidden nice handsss for us to find out XDDDD

at night... mr law sent me a message..
made me curious for long time..
guessing..
probability...
give him a big LOL
but no matter what...
thanks him for everything=)

nitez..

aGain.. oVerThInkiNg

PMS! I know is your fault! I know!!
Monday I very happy..
now I am very moody!
Stop disturbing me okay??
I am totally sick of you..

I'm sensitive..
LOL
but now I don't care..
I will study hard for my MUET..

Speaking is over..
now still left reading, writing and listening.
Just bought an excercise book for MUET..
6 sets of questions and I will start working hard from now on!

Ohya..
today I met a nice boss..
He told me my nose not healthy.
And let me smell some herbal powder..
OMGGGGGGG!!
ha qiuuuuuu and tear flows up non-stop for 1 1/2 minutes!!
He told me,
today I will have a good night sleep,
few days later my face's colour will change to a healthier colour
and my pimple will be less..
HMMmmmm.. See how first la..

Blogging is really a good way for me to release any unhappiness..
Hahaha

Another secret.

I have a secret.
I hope you know but I guess you'll never know.
Coz maybe you don't even know I have a blog.

Actually I hate the fact of this secret.
But what to do?
That's a fact!

Do you know what am I trying to say?
Well nobody will know.
Even after 10 years I view back this,
I also don't know what am I saying.

Just feel like want to write something.
Feel like want to tell you but I don't dare.
Just chat with you but I have nothing to say.

I have to be smart.
I shouldn't choose to do something that I know it maybe not good to me.
Or maybe good?
Nobody know.

I don't dare to take the risk.
For me is a risk.
Chance? Hmm..
No matter what is the result,
it always is a risk.
Always.

I tried to tell others about this.
But day by day,
I discover more and more,
I started to change my mind..

Haihs..
I'm just making the situation become
a situation that I don't hope to be.

LOL..
Nobody will understand this post.

To You.

You didn't smile automaticly for two days.
I miss your smile=)

I know you are having your hard time now.
As facebook say,
you can cry a river,
build a bridge and go through it!!
Haha
lame hor?
hmm i am not really good in making you smile la,
but hopefully you will smile for a second=)

Well you told me,
you don't know what to say anymore.
hmm, just let it be..
You no need to say much.
Those who understand you,
will understand you.

Real friends will accept who are we,
there'll sure have some obstacles to test whether we are real friends.

Well and those obstacles are also a message
to help us improve ourselves..
I know you know what am I saying, right?
That's not a big problem actually..
the solution is as what Yin ying say, "SMILE"^^

You are truly lucky.
Because someone will give you good advices,
make you smile,
and cheer you up..
Haha not me of course XD

However, although I am not a good advicer,
But I am always here for you.
Feel free to talk with me.
even if I busying stressing or what..
Friends are used by us to disturb de ma! right?
haha..

Be happy, smile.
Everything will be alright.
Trust me.
Biosensor leh^^