Just back from a birthday gathering.
It's fun! and I will blogging about it later.=)
but olivia and bi hui were not there.
Both of them are my best friends who I normally share my secret with.
They're not there.
So I write my secret here..
I feel like wanna cry in this week. Many things happen..
But I don't know how to tell and who to tell..
Even when I facing bi hui and olivia..
I wanna say it out but.. can't...
I feel like wanna cry..
Of course I know that is NOT PMS..
Something happened.
No!
Is many things happened..
I found my problem..
My big problem..
But I don't know how to solve it..
I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T KNOW
I found that Chen Bao Shian stop growing since form 5..
I can't improve myself since form 5..
Stucked..
What happen?
Only I know..
But I really don't know how...
What to do?
After my SPM,
I chose not to think about it...
But now..
Problems occur and i HAVE to face it...
Feel like wanna cry in this week.
And finally i cry right now..
Cry no use..
I am crying.. I am no use.. mei you yong..
Sad..
Tomorrow olivia won't go to school.
Bi Hui not in the same class with me now..
I scare...
feel sad..
I need someone to talk with..
but i know not two of them..
Anyway, I still need them to accompany me..
But they're not with me..
I know cry no use...Emo no use..sad no use...
maybe i will choose to see a kaunseling teacher tomorrow..
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2010年6月28日星期一
2010年6月27日星期日
St John Activity=)
Just back from St John activity. Thought will be back at 3pm.
Before I continue my previous post and my homework.
Blogging a while...LOL
Activity today quite boring.
But it became fun when I learning the CPR.
I think the person who taught me forget how to CPR already..
Jeanne, Chui Teng and Pik Kuan were my teacher..
Haha
Had a Clap Hand Competition with Jia Yin, the birthday girl.
Happy birthday! Lao Yin=)
Finally, our hands became red >.<
Ohya, talking about hands,
I saw many nice hands today XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
It's a lost to Olivia for didn't attend the activity.
But anyway, hope she'll recover soon=)
Last but not least,
Thanks Dai Lou for his kindness...
Taught me how to go the Dewan..
But I noob.. Couldn't find >.<
But really very thank you!!!!!!
And of course Vicky who fetch Chui Teng and I back home...
Thanks Thanks Thanks!!!
Suddenly got a happy feeling because I have so many kind friends=)))
Before I continue my previous post and my homework.
Blogging a while...LOL
Activity today quite boring.
But it became fun when I learning the CPR.
I think the person who taught me forget how to CPR already..
Jeanne, Chui Teng and Pik Kuan were my teacher..
Haha
Had a Clap Hand Competition with Jia Yin, the birthday girl.
Happy birthday! Lao Yin=)
Finally, our hands became red >.<
Ohya, talking about hands,
I saw many nice hands today XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
It's a lost to Olivia for didn't attend the activity.
But anyway, hope she'll recover soon=)
Last but not least,
Thanks Dai Lou for his kindness...
Taught me how to go the Dewan..
But I noob.. Couldn't find >.<
But really very thank you!!!!!!
And of course Vicky who fetch Chui Teng and I back home...
Thanks Thanks Thanks!!!
Suddenly got a happy feeling because I have so many kind friends=)))
2010年6月25日星期五
My 1st Week After Holidays
Monday:
After two weeks holiday, I forgot everything.
Forgot where is my tie,
Forgot to pin my hair and etc...
Blur morning >.<
NS friends went school. Monday was their first day.
Excited!!
Feel happy to see them..=)
Now, my class has 24 students.
I have 7 new classmates^^
(ps: Jo Ann, don't too stress, take your time! I sure you can handle your studies well=))
Recess time, I shared my MATH PROBLEM with dai lou.
And accidentally, made my nasi lemak tumpah on the floor T_T
RM1 fly~~~~~~~
And that is not my class!!!!!
Feel sorry to the class monitor because i made his place dirty,
but i didn't tell him!!
Shhhh.... Let it be secret=X
Tuesday:
I found that it is impossible for me
to stop chatting with Olivia..
Even Siva also noticed.
She told me,
"you looked quiet, but can talk non-stop with Olivia..
Don't know what you all talking about..."
Chat with her for almost two hours.
And we're quite loud
so I guess whole class who know Mandarin heard what we said >.<
Finally I expressed my feeling about few friends to her.
Was it gossip? I don't know.
But I relieved because she understood my feeling =)
Wednesday:
Mesyuarat Agung for every Unit Koko.
I am in Chemistry Club, St. John Ambulance and Petanque.
Accidentally, I become the president of Chemistry Club.
Planning to be very very humble in Form 6.
But since I was chosen to be president,
I will try my best to run all the activities,
and make every members enjoy the activities=)
During the mesyuarat Agung of St.John Ambulance,
Olivia asked me to choose Dai Lou become the president.
Since Dai Ka Jie asked me to do so,
so I raised my hand and said, "Ng Che Siong"
HAHAHA..
Finally, the president is mei li de shou and
Dai lou is vice president.
And Pui Leng become the secretary=)
Good luck and all the best to them!
I sure they are good leaders and can lead the whole team well^^
Lastly, election for Petanque..Chui Teng be the president!
Quite shocked! Haha..
It was all because she always scold her monitor,and her monitor wanna revenge.
Really funny!
And at the same day, Chui Teng sent THOUSANDS of blank messageS to her monitor.
Pity him but..HAHAHAHA!!
Olivia become the vice president and Sbt become the treasurer.
Nice=) All the best to all of you! I will help if you all need help!
Will be continue....
After two weeks holiday, I forgot everything.
Forgot where is my tie,
Forgot to pin my hair and etc...
Blur morning >.<
NS friends went school. Monday was their first day.
Excited!!
Feel happy to see them..=)
Now, my class has 24 students.
I have 7 new classmates^^
(ps: Jo Ann, don't too stress, take your time! I sure you can handle your studies well=))
Recess time, I shared my MATH PROBLEM with dai lou.
And accidentally, made my nasi lemak tumpah on the floor T_T
RM1 fly~~~~~~~
And that is not my class!!!!!
Feel sorry to the class monitor because i made his place dirty,
but i didn't tell him!!
Shhhh.... Let it be secret=X
Tuesday:
I found that it is impossible for me
to stop chatting with Olivia..
Even Siva also noticed.
She told me,
"you looked quiet, but can talk non-stop with Olivia..
Don't know what you all talking about..."
Chat with her for almost two hours.
And we're quite loud
so I guess whole class who know Mandarin heard what we said >.<
Finally I expressed my feeling about few friends to her.
Was it gossip? I don't know.
But I relieved because she understood my feeling =)
Wednesday:
Mesyuarat Agung for every Unit Koko.
I am in Chemistry Club, St. John Ambulance and Petanque.
Accidentally, I become the president of Chemistry Club.
Planning to be very very humble in Form 6.
But since I was chosen to be president,
I will try my best to run all the activities,
and make every members enjoy the activities=)
During the mesyuarat Agung of St.John Ambulance,
Olivia asked me to choose Dai Lou become the president.
Since Dai Ka Jie asked me to do so,
so I raised my hand and said, "Ng Che Siong"
HAHAHA..
Finally, the president is mei li de shou and
Dai lou is vice president.
And Pui Leng become the secretary=)
Good luck and all the best to them!
I sure they are good leaders and can lead the whole team well^^
Lastly, election for Petanque..Chui Teng be the president!
Quite shocked! Haha..
It was all because she always scold her monitor,and her monitor wanna revenge.
Really funny!
And at the same day, Chui Teng sent THOUSANDS of blank messageS to her monitor.
Pity him but..HAHAHAHA!!
Olivia become the vice president and Sbt become the treasurer.
Nice=) All the best to all of you! I will help if you all need help!
Will be continue....
2010年6月21日星期一
Holidays
2 weeks holiday end.
And I was sick during holiday and I almost forgot what I did.
LOLss..
But the happiest moment was Sg Lembing Trip^^
With my family, and also my cousin's family~
LOL.. Really enjoyed "pin sek" with Wei Zhen..
And I was sick during holiday and I almost forgot what I did.
LOLss..
But the happiest moment was Sg Lembing Trip^^
With my family, and also my cousin's family~
LOL.. Really enjoyed "pin sek" with Wei Zhen..
And I took two special stones from Sg Lembing=)
The right one is big but flat enough to "pin sek"^^
The right one is big but flat enough to "pin sek"^^
My mum put them with her flower.
Haha..
We didn't take any picture
as we played crazily until forgot to take>.< +++++++++++++++++++++ Played badminton with my schoolmates in the holiday.
It was fun!
Knew that many geng ka are always humble=)
And I can forget everything when playing with them^^
Sweat a lot..
Laugh a lot..
Chat a lot..
enjoyed soooo much=)
ps: except for the RM5 saman T_T
+++++++++++++++++++++
My holiday ended with family gathering at Hai Tian Lou.
LOL
I wonder why so many people's watch got problems..
7.30pm is always change to 8.00pm =.='''
Anyway,
it's happy to see my cousin's future husband..
Haha..
Nice guy I think
LOL
+++++++++++++++++++++
I wanna wish my father,
"Happy Father's Day" here.
Sorry for didn't wish him face to face
but he doesn't believe Father's Day is existing in this world.
LOL..
Love you dad^^
We didn't take any picture
as we played crazily until forgot to take>.< +++++++++++++++++++++ Played badminton with my schoolmates in the holiday.
It was fun!
Knew that many geng ka are always humble=)
And I can forget everything when playing with them^^
Sweat a lot..
Laugh a lot..
Chat a lot..
enjoyed soooo much=)
ps: except for the RM5 saman T_T
+++++++++++++++++++++
My holiday ended with family gathering at Hai Tian Lou.
LOL
I wonder why so many people's watch got problems..
7.30pm is always change to 8.00pm =.='''
Anyway,
it's happy to see my cousin's future husband..
Haha..
Nice guy I think
LOL
+++++++++++++++++++++
I wanna wish my father,
"Happy Father's Day" here.
Sorry for didn't wish him face to face
but he doesn't believe Father's Day is existing in this world.
LOL..
Love you dad^^
2010年6月19日星期六
2010年6月10日星期四
Trying to avoid everything last night...
SMS..
Facebook...
Email....
Sleep whole day after celebrating SBT's birthday...
I was so tired.
Even until now,
I still very tired.
Maybe I sick,
Causes me to think negatively.
Or Maybe i think everything negatively,
causes me to sick.
I don't know..
I just wanna let my brain rest.
To settle my own problem,
my thinking..
I knew I got a lot of things and duties need to complete.
But may I have some times?
to let myself be positive and
clearly know what am I thinking??
Maybe I am trying to avoid my duties through the sick..
But,
I promise,
I will fight!
And never walk away!!!
SMS..
Facebook...
Email....
Sleep whole day after celebrating SBT's birthday...
I was so tired.
Even until now,
I still very tired.
Maybe I sick,
Causes me to think negatively.
Or Maybe i think everything negatively,
causes me to sick.
I don't know..
I just wanna let my brain rest.
To settle my own problem,
my thinking..
I knew I got a lot of things and duties need to complete.
But may I have some times?
to let myself be positive and
clearly know what am I thinking??
Maybe I am trying to avoid my duties through the sick..
But,
I promise,
I will fight!
And never walk away!!!
2010年6月5日星期六
Happy holiday^^
Yuen Ling went to a camp...
not really miss but quite worry her...
Good Luck la yuen ling! take it as a challenge!!
==========================
Holiday!! haha.. sure happy=)
and today I am not going to talk about what I want to do during holiday.
But I wanna promise myself,
to stop my bad habits after holiday.
First,
pour my heart on my
Biology,Chemistry,Pengajian Am, Mathematics and MUET...
STOP the thinking of "take it easy!"
Secondly,
STOP chatting with Olivia when teacher is teaching..
I know this is very hard,
but i will try...
to Olivia:
I will tell you why... seriously, we should stop..
otherwise, we will get into a trouble...
Okay, I think that's all for me to stop...haha
=================================
Recently quite disappointed with somebody..
But after chatting with Shu Min,
I feel better..
Because I shouldn't feel sad or down just because of the people..
Haha...
It's the time for me to accept different kinds of people..
And I should look at different angle of the people...
awwww.. relieved=)
===================================
Good Night everyone! Happy holiday^^
not really miss but quite worry her...
Good Luck la yuen ling! take it as a challenge!!
==========================
Holiday!! haha.. sure happy=)
and today I am not going to talk about what I want to do during holiday.
But I wanna promise myself,
to stop my bad habits after holiday.
First,
pour my heart on my
Biology,Chemistry,Pengajian Am, Mathematics and MUET...
STOP the thinking of "take it easy!"
Secondly,
STOP chatting with Olivia when teacher is teaching..
I know this is very hard,
but i will try...
to Olivia:
I will tell you why... seriously, we should stop..
otherwise, we will get into a trouble...
Okay, I think that's all for me to stop...haha
=================================
Recently quite disappointed with somebody..
But after chatting with Shu Min,
I feel better..
Because I shouldn't feel sad or down just because of the people..
Haha...
It's the time for me to accept different kinds of people..
And I should look at different angle of the people...
awwww.. relieved=)
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Good Night everyone! Happy holiday^^
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