对自己的承诺

放假了，可是我没有回家，在学校忙比赛。。
有人骂我，我又不是communication school的，
辩论又那么压力和辛苦，为什么要难为自己呢？

我也曾经怀疑自己，还要继续吗？
真的很累。。

可是比完第一场赛之后，
我真真正正的发现，我一直以来的问题在哪里。

我可以很大方地告诉全部人，
我的心理素质真的不是很好。。

可是我很开心，因为发现问题，就是进步的开始。。

我没有后悔，留下来打比赛
我没有后悔，每天连大便都没有时间

因为我有一班很好的战友，
有很好的教练；
他们真的教会我很多。。

我会加油，努力，
让自己摆脱草莓一族，
更有实力和竞争力。

这是我对自己的承诺:)

Little update :)

I don't know how many weeks dy I'm here..
But so far, it is nice and meaningful..

I joined Mandarin Debate Group..
LOL I wish to learn how to debate since long time ago..
but no chance in Kuantan..
now, I join and it is really fun!

Okay maybe not everyone will think it is fun..
But for me,
this is the only activity that i have passions towards it..
Eventhough I need to go to their training camp..
need to attend meeting every weeks..
But I'm quite happy with it:)

Hmm in these few weeks,
I start to know how to control myself when nervous..
especially when speaking in front of everyone..
I'm happy with my improvement^^
....................

Well another happy thing,
the lightning girl Bhui Kwong is in a relationship..
When I saw the status,
I wanted to straight away call her and ask her..
But I worry she put the status for shuang..
So I whatsapp her..
That night, I called her and chat..
I'm really happy for her:)
will smile while think of this good news :D
Wish two of them happy always :D
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All the best to my dearest Gary Ng :)
He is in MMU now..
Jia you in everything!
I will support you no matter where am I :D
Stay strong and be happy :D
I know you can success:)

Life here:)

 Second week of Uni, we joined Variasiswa, Performance for National Day..
The left side is chinese boys, who perform Huo Yuan Jia..
The right side is us, perform dance, Wo De Xin Li Zhi You Ni Mei You Ta :)
The middle one is our PPSL.. Hmm like senior who help us in preparation..

The boy is my coursemate.. and all those pretty girls are my friend.. Notice Pikkuan?
She is so pretty :)

It's really nice, and no regret after join Xue Hai..
We don't know each other before,
but we can chat a lot!
The two girls are from Selangor..
The boy is our senior, 4th year, came from Perak..
All of us are xue ji..
This is the first time, we not very know each other yet,
but we can chat really a lot!

Not to forget my Xue ji senior, Angie..
She is very nice..
Still remember I cirit birit,
she came far away from her hostel, to send me medicine..
She even offer to accompany me go see doctor..

I love Xue Hai ^^

With my coursemates, and also gang here..
The pretty girl, Juliana is my roommate..
haha always pillow talk with her xP
the boys behind us are Jan Jhin and Tian Leong..
They are roommate..
Jan Jhin quiet, Tian Leong noisy..

Finally is three of us,
came from 6AS3 Smart!!
Pikkuan enjoys her life here,
very active!
Swee Yang always be leader of the group.. Haha..
Also very active and willing to learn new things,
sporting..
Heard many people praise him.. haha

Me?
Love to stay in my room and sleep xP

I'm fine here:)

Finally I got my laptop.. It's time to tell you all something about my life here..

Honestly, this school is really awesome!
First, I was worry about how's my room, my roommate, toilet, bathroom and etc..
But when I came here..
I was like..
Wao! Nice place! :)

The room is for two,
we both have our own cupboard, own desk, own study table and seperate bed of course xD

the scene outside my window is also nice..
suit my taste,
trees:)
eventhough is a coconut tree xD

My roommate is Juliana,
a girl came from Melaka..
She is a very nice girl,
and very active in activities..

Pik Kuan stays beside my room..
This make me so happy as someone from Kuantan is with me,
we can do things together:)

Swee Yang stays far away from our hostel,
eventhough it's hard to go out with him,
but when we meet in school,
we'll chat :)

Edward stays in Indah Kembara hostel,
well, I don't know where is it yet xP
He seems very happy here,
everytime I see him,
he's chatting happily with his new friends..:)

Vanessa stays in an all girl hostel,
which very near Swee Yang's hostel..
I called her sometimes to chat..
eventhough just chat a little..
She's also fine over here:)

Our orientation week,
well for me is like going camp with formal cloth..
Need to wake up early and sleep late..
It's all taklimat in the hall..
But I was impressed by how USM seniors conduct an activity,
impressed by how they handling problems..
Sorry to say before this I thought those administrations of university are not really ok one..
But,
When I saw they dance the oppa gangnam style together with every student,
I started to love this university

I never see big people willing to do sot things with students..
They gave me a "big family" feel..
I feel like I am so lucky to get this university:)

Swee Yang, Pikkuan and my school is called Industrial Technology School..
School started on Monday..
On the first day, we lost in the jungle.. HAHA..
everyday walk, lost sometimes, sweats..
Lecturers are okay..
Of course there will be geng and not geng lecturer..
But I will try my best to pay attention in class
and achieve the results that I want..

Many societies are promoting their activities..
too many choice..
I will pick some to join and challenge myself..

Ohya,
Pikkuan and I join a Merdeka event..
We practise till 1am every night this week..
The event is on this Saturday..
We will be performing "wo de xin li zhi you ni mei you ta" dance..
And we need to fa qiao xD
Wish us all the best :P

Will go back to Kuantan this Sunday,
to take my precious notes ..
see my beloved Gary Ng Chi Khiong and my family..
happy :)

我在这里了:)

这里不错。。 大家加油。。VERY HARD TO TYPE THROUGH PHONE..

AND ALL CAPSLOCK DUNNO WHY..

I MISS MY BED .. HAHA

Goodbye

To my gang of friends, bhui sbt and the rest,
you all de souvenir still with me!!!!!!!!!!

Next year CNY hopefully still can give you all bah xP

Goodbye everyone..

Actually I got many things not yet do..
I pack til half way..
almost can die..
rest a while..
say a goodbye..

wish me all the best..

I will miss you all..

一些小事

纯粹说出来，没什么的..

我不明白，
为什么我和他paktor了，
有些人会觉得。。
真的不知怎么说。。

我只想说
我也是你的朋友
我的身份不只是他的女朋友
也是你的朋友

如果你是先跟他很熟的，
那就还好。。

可是就是很奇怪
有些本来是跟我很熟的
却叫我ah sou 啦这些啦那些啦
开玩笑就没关系
听了会很好笑也很开心xP
可是那位朋友认真到。。
总之给我的感觉就是
我跟那位朋友的关系
低过一个“朋友”的level

我的身份
只是他的朋友的女朋友

重点是，我原本跟那位朋友熟的..

aiyo
没有什么啦
就有点sien咯..
认识酱久了..

没什么的
说说而已:)

Lucky :)

All of the sudden, I feel that I am the luckiest person in the world:)

I have great parents who always proud of me and treat me so well eventhough I hot tempered xP

I have a great boyfriend who always willing to help me settle my problems and make me smile :)

I have two great sisters who can tahan my zat and bad habits in home xD


I have a great popo who sayang me the most :)

I have few great uncles, who willing to give me advices in choosing course and always support me:D

I have seniors who always help me, motivate me no matter where I am..:)

I have nice friends around and secrets can be shared xD

Thanks to my parents, they are the best parents in the world..
We're not rich, but they gave me everything..

If I success in my life, it's surely because of their contribution.. :)

Decision

Chen Bao Shian's Quick Report


Offer she got:

1. UTM (Kluang, Johor) - Bioindustry
2. USM (Nibung Tebal, Penang) - Food Technology


People's opinion:

90% asked her go USM.
4% asked her go UTM.
6% asked her to decide herself.


What she worry:

1. This year like many people get USM, will the case few years ago happen again? Check through website, got their name, but when go register, no name.
2. She doesn't really like Food Technology. She likes Bio but doesn't like industry..


What she think about USM:

1. People say good university, but few days ago Mr Ng told her that this university give themselves a good name only, not really good..
2. Cousin sister study at USM before, she can guide me.
3. Cousin sister got a house over there and I can stay for while if I want.
4. Pik Kuan, Swee Yang and maybe See Yong will go USM, got kawan xP
5. Near UUM, can meet with Bhui and Fang Yuan they all:)


What she think about UTM:

1. Johor, not safe? She so thin, easy let people attack><
2. Near S'pore, can go S'pore play^^
3. Bioindustry got "BIO"..
4. Macam no friend go there><
5. But near Melaka:) if Gary Ng go MMU then easier to find him xP


What's her decision now:

90% USM, 10% UTM


What many people ask her:

"You she de Gary meh?"


What's her answer:

"Well, long long time ago we expected it already.. We are from different stream.. We knew the percentage we get the same university is very low.. As long as both of us can further study, do what we like, achieve the dream, then okay dy.. It will be a challenge for us, if we go through it, everything will be fine:) so don't worry!
what God give us is always a present:) "


Biggest problem in her mind:

MONEY!


Reported by,
Chen Bao Shian

Random post XD

Edit my blog for 1 hour ++..
Still can't figure out how to arrange it..
now my blog icons and etc are messy..
Is my template fault or the google fault?
GIVE UP!
try next day xD

Expressing time..

##I don't know how was it actually..
Conflicts among my friends..
The best way is always leave the game..
That's what I think..##

##Kinda fed up..
Why you can't answer my question clearly?
Yes jiu yes.. No jiu no..
Even you say a maybe also okay..
Well.. it's okay..
My world still moving without your answer:) ##

My pms is over..
But the exchange of hormones is horrible..
I think I really need Primrose Oil..
Seriously I need..

Now it is over!!
Storm is over!
Sun is smiling!!

:)  

depression

having a serious depression right now T.T

BAD MOOD

Get angry easily these few days..

♥ Thank You ♥

wo hen childish, especially when pms..

but xie xie ni,

always so caring, so understanding towards me..

♥

Interesting things to try:)

Scarlett Johansson's ponytail.

Done and success:)

my first quan guo ying

Expressed a little to yuen ling yesterday morning..

Maybe is PMS? 

When I think of the camp, I sad..

.

I sad because there are few of my junior who gave up before the camp ends..

I sad because when those who are really working hard, get critics get shoot and sad..

I sad because problems not fully come from us, but we've to take all those blame..

Well, people will see overall. Won't see the hardship behind it..

Come to think of it,

Really salute those juniors who can survive til the end of the camp..

They have to accept problems, challenges, critics..

4 days 3 nights are surely a long period for them..

First to Yong Ying Ying and Yue Mei,

I don't know you all will see this or not..

Sorry coz I didn't pei you all go through all these from starting til the ending..

But you all already do what you all can do to sempurnakan it..

somemore didn't sleep well, didn't eat well..

it's really good enough..

Camp ends. Let it over..

To Shi Qing,

I'm sorry for didn't attend meeting to help you..

Coz you know me, once I fail, I'll avoid to help..

I even don't want to enter camp..

Coz I worry I help wrong thing or what><

I don't have any rights to comment on you..

But good job! For tahan til the end..

I guess you get a lot of lessons from this..

You'll be great:)

To Yun Yun,

what I wanna say is already in the sms that I sent you..

I just hope after this you can grow stronger,

come back help us anytime you want..

To Jakie YM..

sorry for left you at TP..

I know I promised you to stay there..

you're just a little boy..

I'm really sorry actually.. but i know you strong geh^^

To Wai Po XJ if you see this..

*bow* thanks a lot!!

wanna thanks Fiona, Amy, Rong Liang, hua chong and the rest who zhen xin helping..

you all do things, without "bao yuan"..

zhen de zhen de zhen de hen gan xie ni men..

from the bottom of my heart!!

To Kedah XJ,

thanks for bringing laughs and smiles to shan shi..

wonderful xj!!

Play while working but still do so well :)

Thanks for helping:D

Eventhough just chat a little, but nice to meet you all! :D

I don't know what else to say..

so.. that's all.. let's yc and chat more kuantan xj:)

What will I do when I emo?

I'll pamper myself with food that expensive but nice to eat.
At least I know I am afford to sayang myself.

I'll go youtube and find some motivational video,
or some video that teach us how to tie hair,
learn something, be happy back:)

I'll count my money,
so that I know how rich am I xPP

I'll walk around ECM or Megamall alone..
Walk around, choose things and put inside my "list to buy".
When seeing how much thing I'll get in the future,
I'll be happy, even I didn't buy any of it xP

:)

A New Job

After stop working at SMKTA, the greatest secondary school,
I'm now working as a promoter at Watson Kuantan Parade
only when Saturday and Sunday.

Or in other nicer word, I'm a "Beauty Adviser" LOL><

Thanks to Felicia who recommend me this job.
It's a totally new experience for me.

First, I have to make up. HAHA.
As you know me, since I was a baby til I became a teacher,
I NEVER MAKE UP MYSELF.
Because I don't like and I don't know and I think don't need.
Now I forced to make up><
The worst thing is, nobody teach me..
and nobody, i mean my sister, willing to lend me those make up stuff..

Never mind, I tell myself. Take it as a challenge.
If you want learn something, nobody can stop you.
You always have your best friend,
Mr Google and Ms Youtube to help you.

The first and second day were terrible.
HAHA.

Now the third and forth day not so good also.
But luckily the Malay colleagues there like to make over for others.
One of them let me use their RM50-RM60++ foundation tester,
helped me draw eye liner,
and even helped me choose the most expensive and glamour eye shadow
apply on my eyes.
HAHA.

One of the Malay auntie said want bring don't know what eye brow things
to help me make my eye brow look nicer.. LOL
They're really friendly..

This is the photo,
after the girl helped me make over.
She scolded me for putting the flower picture as profile picture,
then took my photo, edit and tag me.
LOL..:P


Secondly, I make new friends.
Hmm how to say..
I always worry how to mix with people when I work..
But actually it is not as terrible as I think..
People in Watson are all friendly..
They joke, play, and work nicely.
I learned a lot from them.
They even tell me how to make the breast larger..
LOLLLLLL!!

Thirdly,
promote.
Well first time work as a promoter,
I really don't know how to promote my things..
I didn't make any sales.
Still working hard on it..

Thanks to Gary Ng, Jian Hao,
and must mention the four sweetheart for visit me.
Chui Teng, Bhui, Fang Yuan and Jia Yin..
Thanks a lot, eventhough you all didn't but my product
and keep on playing and testing those tester..
haha!!
Feel so happy to see you all<3
Really really happy^^


Maybe it's a boring job,
but for me it's a new experience.
I promise myself will do the very best I can,
to be a good promoter:)

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:)

Had a bad haircut and having mood swing.

I kept on comb and make my hair nicer

but still not satisfy and bad mood.

He used his hand to style my hair

Which I thought it's more ugly.

And he said,

"Like this nice"

I looked into the mirror,

And it looked better.

I smile with confidence,

no more bad mood,

bad haircut became the sweetest haircut ever:P

He knows how to change a bad hairstyle into a better hairstyle.

He knows how to change a :( to :)

And most important he knows me more than i know myself.

Just want to say I LOVE YOU with a great warm hug:)

Difference

Love study.
Love perform.
Love public speaking.
Love go onto stage.
Love vege.
Love food without sauce.
Love plain water.
Love jungle.
Love trees.
Love natural.

Noob in games.
Noob in sports.
Noob in high tech.
Noob in recognising cars' name.
Noob in Korean stuffs.