Holiday ends

School holiday ends..
Tomorrow going to teach again..

After few weeks of teaching,
I think I start to like my students..

They're lovely:)
Some of them willing to try their best if i ask them for help..

They're funny:)
The way they react in the class, really make me laugh out loud!! inside.. xD

They're aggresive!!!!!! :)
They fought in the class!
Throwing water bottle to each other,
pour water to each other,
with their angry eyes..
But after that smile again..
Haha..

They're obedient:)
Who say Malay students no good?
I love the Malay students!!
They have self discipline,
they finished their homework..
They scold their friends if their friends didn't listen to teacher
or make noise..

Can't wait to see them tomorrow!!
But wish that tomorrow no meeting and I no need to stay back bah!!

Scary @@

Went to Miss Irene's house last night to ask something..
When I wanted to go back, the sky started to rain..
Gary offered to fetch me to my car coz my car parked quite far..

When his car reached my car,
suddenly few motorists pass by our cars..
And they looked into the car..

Got one guy, wearing a vest with a "POLIS" word,
stopped beside our car and asked us to open the window..

Police: "Kenapa tak balik rumah lagi?"
Me: "Kami baru balik dari rumah cikgu.."

The police said to another police: "Mereka nak balik rumah cikgu.."
LOL..!!
Gary: "Bukan.. Kami baru balik daripada rumah cikgu..tanya tentang universiti.."

Then the police kept asking why we haven't go back..
Gary kept say, "nak balik dah..."
LOL he repeated this word few times..

I was so nervous that time..
Then I called Jun Shen..

"Hello,
I tell you ah,
got police here..
You come out lo..
Ask mai teacher come out..
I very scare ah!!"

I think the police saw I call people,
checked Gary's license then go already..

LOL I was so so so scare that time..
At first I worry kena tangkap..
Eventhough I did nothing wrong..

Then I felt that the way they talk doesn't look like police..
And they only wear a "vest" with a word "POLIS"..
No uniform, no any cards that prove that they're police..
AND, their Motor are not police's motor!
Is normal motor only><

I takut til hand shaking while holding the phone..
And I guess my voice also trembling..

Scary moment><
Gary said he was ready to bang those people if they want to attack us...

LOL first time..
I WANT TO BE CINDERELLA LIAO.. GO BACK BEFORE 12!!!!!

And sorry to Jun Shen><
He came out but couldn't find us..
Coz I parked quite far><
Thank you so much anyway!!! :)

Lastly,
Be careful..
Don't know whether they are real police or not..
Play safe, go home earlier xP

Evil Mind

Yesterday and today..

I am evil minded..

Thought of a long long time ago,

The unfair thing.

Cries,
Headache,
Anger,
all the negative things appeared.

Now,
I already revenge.

I revenge in a better way.

I revenge by living better than them.


haha but all of a sudden I feel I'm evil.
But I really happy coz I live better than them now..

May I laugh??

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

I am an evil!! LOL

The end of the unfair things.
But I am evil xP

Choices

It's hard to make choices on where to go and what courses to choose..
I guess everyone is headache-ing on that.
12 choices, with 4 research university that I want so much,
and 8 normal university..

And relatives keep say can help me enter NUS.
LOL well, I know my pointer,
and I know my MUET marks.
This two already make me couldn't enter.
Even if can, I will suffer there..
LOL..

Still remember after Form 5,
I apply lots of things,
make me suffer,
waste papers,
waste my pen inks
and time.

Now I learn to be focus..
Just focus on what I want..
Should I glad that I didn't get 4.00??
Haha..

People said I should have straight away use SPM result and go apply scholarships,
not staying at Form 6 and get this result (in their mind, my result is bad)
People think I should go for this,
Or I should take that course..
People say this course good,
that course not good..
People said science no good,
say that I should go and take finance or anything,
that can work in many sectors next time..
Then I need not worry about the jobs next time..

Well, no right no wrong:)
But people are people,
Chen Bao Shian is Chen Bao Shian..
I know what suit myself most..
And I'm super lucky because my parents respect my choice:D

I always go and see a counseling teacher at Afzan.
She said, "If next time you think you're in the wrong path,
never mind, you can always change to better one.."

I believe God's plan is better than my plan :)
I'll be leaded to the right way.
My mum and sis said I'm always so lucky.
Haha..
If really, I wish I have a bright future:)
With the path I choose:)

The best result ever:)

It's not straight A.
It's not 4.00.
It's not even reach 3.5.

But this is the result,
my STPM result:)
The best result ever in my life time!!!

I feel so real,
hard work=result.

It tells me, I can go through this second hardest exam in the world:)

It tells me, I can go through other challenges in my future:)

It tells me, I actually can do better, don't be lazy anymore, should do my best everytme..

It tells me, don't burn midnight oil, as it is not good to health, and I will sick><

It tells me, when PMS should eat Primrose Oil, not let the negative thinking affect me xP


I know my parents have high expectation on me..
I know my relatives thought I will get 4A..
I know some people will say my result very bad..

But well, that's my result, I'm proud of it:)

Never regret taking Form 6,
coz I learn more than what I learn xP


Not to forget to thanks my sisters,
they are so supportive and protective!!!
Got a junior say my result cha in front of my sis,
my sis protect me:)
so nice of them :)))))

And to Gary Ng,
congratz!! I'm proud of you!!!:)
Your hardwork paid off:)
See you can do it!!!

And to all my friends,
Olivia, See Yong, Swee Yang, Zhenye, Jia Wang, Tiong Yik, Yeeven, Jo Ann and many many more..
Thank you for everything:)
I enjoyed study with you all:)


The end of Form Six.
It's like watching an awesome movie..:)