Difference

Love study.
Love perform.
Love public speaking.
Love go onto stage.
Love vege.
Love food without sauce.
Love plain water.
Love jungle.
Love trees.
Love natural.

Noob in games.
Noob in sports.
Noob in high tech.
Noob in recognising cars' name.
Noob in Korean stuffs.

角色

很好笑吧

有时候会觉得认识了很多年的朋友

比不上一个认识了一两年的朋友

有时会无奈

更多时候会觉得好笑

但我自己

又何尝不是这样？

其实想一想

朋友不是用认识多久来比的

这个阶段，

会跟这个朋友熟一点

下个阶段

会跟另一个朋友熟一点

变的不是友情

也不是价值

是角色

不同的阶段

扮演的角色会不一样

至少

我曾经

在你人生的舞台

表演过

甚至

曾当过女主角

还是最佳的XD

你也

曾经当过我舞台的主角

虽然不够我出色XP

当然

有时会有那么一点点的感伤

为什么

你舞台上的主角

或是第二主角

不再是我？

为什么你的新演员

比我还更了解

我曾经非常熟悉的舞台？

或许

你心里

也有和我一样想法

但时间在走

角色也一直在变

抓不了

也控制不了

唯有欢心地接受

开心地祝愿你们会有一场精彩的表演

也祝愿自己

会有更多

更精彩的演出

:)

Unspoken Thoughts

Long long time ago, before I went for Form 6,
I am a person, who will reveal everything to my friends and sisters..

After Form 6,
I didn't..
Grow up already?
Maybe..
Don't trust a person 100%,
This is what I learnt:)

Day by day,
I just like to keep everything to myself..
If you see my blog,
I also never reveal those too happy or too angry or too sad things..
Just normal,
Or just wrote it in the way that you won't know what am I talking about..

Well, not a bad feeling..
but not that wonderful also..
Just can prevent conflicts and prevent others from knowing what am I thinking..

I don't want emo, and I won't emo..
Paling banyak also fa pi qi..
Fa pi qi makes me feel good,
at least can express xP
but will only work during my PMS xD

Lots of things, keep to myself..
Just like I found that after I change my pencil case, the leng lui who sit beside me in the class didn't notice..
Hahahaha small matter.. but at that time, I thought she'll notice and ask..

Just like there're maybe something in my house, I act calm, but actually I scare til can't sleep..

Just like I don't like to explain, but you like me to explain.. I will try my best to explain, but actually I don't like to explain those stress or sad or angry moment.. Not all the time thou, sometimes I like to express to the only one <3

Just like I am super stress, but now I didn't know how to tell others..
I feel good if my emotion won't influence my friends..
I don't want my negative ions jump to their orbitals..
LOL

Sometimes, I found that, express already also no use.. Hurt people hurt ourselves..

Started to learn to keep secrets..
haha
"sahabat ialah orang yang simpan rahsia untuk kamu, kawan ialah orang yang membongkar rahsia kamu.."
The Kotex Girl said..

I love this sentence:)
I want to be people's real sahabat:)

I see lots of things in school.
There's a teacher,
who I very like last time,
she is cute and she'll share a lot of stories to us..
But when I be the teacher there,
I found that rupa-rupanya,
all the teachers think that she's a person who like to sebarkan every news..
In not that polite word, she is a speaker..
Hmm
I was shocked that time!

Sharing stories is good, just sometimes,
should have a limit,
not until the every single thing you heard,
you tell the every single person you meet..


HAHA..

I am lucky, coz I have the chance to be a teacher in my old school,
at least I understand a lot of "why"..

I got the chance to see things in larger degree..

Just to express what am I thinking in a way that you don't know what I talking about..
Almost everything I said here got hidden meaning..



That you might know.

Life in Kumon

I have been working at Kumon for about 1 year and 5 months..
I love this job..

At first, I was just a marker..
Kept on mark the worksheet from 4pm til 10pm..
You must be wondering..
Is there so many papers or worksheet for you to mark?

Well, It's a lot!!

Students' homework, students' classwork...
A lot..
And I guess there are around 100 students..

After that, one teacher resigned the job..
So my boss, Miss Joyie trained me to be a Kumon Teacher

Well be a teacher is easy,
but be a Kumon teacher,
for me it is quite hard..

Coz I can't teach them all the time,
I must let them independent..
This is what Kumon's objective, let children think themselves..
I have to see condition to teach..

Moreover, Kumon's method is different from outside..
For example, when you do simple addition like 7 +4,
normal person like me,
will use finger..
But at there,
if you use finger,
it's a very very wrong method..

and many other different method,
I have to learn all over again,
for my addition, subtraction, multiplication, division.........

I am a slow person, hard to adapt to new duty..
I was very stress at the beginning,
and some more, they didn't ask me teach the small children 1+1..
But the higher level students which are something like linear equations,
square roots (without calculator), simultaneous equations and all that..

STRESS for 1 month!!

haha.. Well.. after all,
I am quite experience in teaching higher level students xP *proud*

Recently,
my boss wants me to teach pre-school students..
I thought it will be easy job and I said okay!

but at the first day i go over to lower level,
I blur again..
I didn't know what should I do..
I didn't know who should I teach and who I shouldn't teach..

STRESS again!!

Maybe I am really slow... really hard to adapt..

I even taught them wrongly,
for the questions 23-4 >< HAHA..
I mean my method is worng xP

Well now I started to adapt..
It's quite fun, to teach small little cute students:)
I love them honestly^^
They have many patterns <3

And don't be shocked,
they are very clever,
those Standard Two students are learning Standard 5 Math,
and a Form 2 girl is learning Form 6 Math!!

So good if at my time,
There's a Kumon in Kuantan..
Their method able to make them do Math faster..
Then my Math will be very good:P

I'm proud to be a Kumon teacher^^
and I'll surely send my children to Kumon next time^^ <3

Avoiding

Many things,
I avoid,
I prevent it from coming into my life..

But one day I'll grow up..
I'll face it..

There are no world without business,
no world with only naive,
no world with what I want will be there, what I don't want won't be there..

So just..
face it..
With open minds...
With smile:)

and go through it:D