my first quan guo ying

Expressed a little to yuen ling yesterday morning..

Maybe is PMS? 

When I think of the camp, I sad..

.

I sad because there are few of my junior who gave up before the camp ends..

I sad because when those who are really working hard, get critics get shoot and sad..

I sad because problems not fully come from us, but we've to take all those blame..

Well, people will see overall. Won't see the hardship behind it..

Come to think of it,

Really salute those juniors who can survive til the end of the camp..

They have to accept problems, challenges, critics..

4 days 3 nights are surely a long period for them..

First to Yong Ying Ying and Yue Mei,

I don't know you all will see this or not..

Sorry coz I didn't pei you all go through all these from starting til the ending..

But you all already do what you all can do to sempurnakan it..

somemore didn't sleep well, didn't eat well..

it's really good enough..

Camp ends. Let it over..

To Shi Qing,

I'm sorry for didn't attend meeting to help you..

Coz you know me, once I fail, I'll avoid to help..

I even don't want to enter camp..

Coz I worry I help wrong thing or what><

I don't have any rights to comment on you..

But good job! For tahan til the end..

I guess you get a lot of lessons from this..

You'll be great:)

To Yun Yun,

what I wanna say is already in the sms that I sent you..

I just hope after this you can grow stronger,

come back help us anytime you want..

To Jakie YM..

sorry for left you at TP..

I know I promised you to stay there..

you're just a little boy..

I'm really sorry actually.. but i know you strong geh^^

To Wai Po XJ if you see this..

*bow* thanks a lot!!

wanna thanks Fiona, Amy, Rong Liang, hua chong and the rest who zhen xin helping..

you all do things, without "bao yuan"..

zhen de zhen de zhen de hen gan xie ni men..

from the bottom of my heart!!

To Kedah XJ,

thanks for bringing laughs and smiles to shan shi..

wonderful xj!!

Play while working but still do so well :)

Thanks for helping:D

Eventhough just chat a little, but nice to meet you all! :D

I don't know what else to say..

so.. that's all.. let's yc and chat more kuantan xj:)

What will I do when I emo?

I'll pamper myself with food that expensive but nice to eat.
At least I know I am afford to sayang myself.

I'll go youtube and find some motivational video,
or some video that teach us how to tie hair,
learn something, be happy back:)

I'll count my money,
so that I know how rich am I xPP

I'll walk around ECM or Megamall alone..
Walk around, choose things and put inside my "list to buy".
When seeing how much thing I'll get in the future,
I'll be happy, even I didn't buy any of it xP

:)

A New Job

After stop working at SMKTA, the greatest secondary school,
I'm now working as a promoter at Watson Kuantan Parade
only when Saturday and Sunday.

Or in other nicer word, I'm a "Beauty Adviser" LOL><

Thanks to Felicia who recommend me this job.
It's a totally new experience for me.

First, I have to make up. HAHA.
As you know me, since I was a baby til I became a teacher,
I NEVER MAKE UP MYSELF.
Because I don't like and I don't know and I think don't need.
Now I forced to make up><
The worst thing is, nobody teach me..
and nobody, i mean my sister, willing to lend me those make up stuff..

Never mind, I tell myself. Take it as a challenge.
If you want learn something, nobody can stop you.
You always have your best friend,
Mr Google and Ms Youtube to help you.

The first and second day were terrible.
HAHA.

Now the third and forth day not so good also.
But luckily the Malay colleagues there like to make over for others.
One of them let me use their RM50-RM60++ foundation tester,
helped me draw eye liner,
and even helped me choose the most expensive and glamour eye shadow
apply on my eyes.
HAHA.

One of the Malay auntie said want bring don't know what eye brow things
to help me make my eye brow look nicer.. LOL
They're really friendly..

This is the photo,
after the girl helped me make over.
She scolded me for putting the flower picture as profile picture,
then took my photo, edit and tag me.
LOL..:P


Secondly, I make new friends.
Hmm how to say..
I always worry how to mix with people when I work..
But actually it is not as terrible as I think..
People in Watson are all friendly..
They joke, play, and work nicely.
I learned a lot from them.
They even tell me how to make the breast larger..
LOLLLLLL!!

Thirdly,
promote.
Well first time work as a promoter,
I really don't know how to promote my things..
I didn't make any sales.
Still working hard on it..

Thanks to Gary Ng, Jian Hao,
and must mention the four sweetheart for visit me.
Chui Teng, Bhui, Fang Yuan and Jia Yin..
Thanks a lot, eventhough you all didn't but my product
and keep on playing and testing those tester..
haha!!
Feel so happy to see you all<3
Really really happy^^


Maybe it's a boring job,
but for me it's a new experience.
I promise myself will do the very best I can,
to be a good promoter:)

...

...
.....
...
....................................................................................................................
......
..........
..................................................................................................................
....
....
....
...
....
....
...................................................................................................................
.........................................
............................
.........................................
...........................
....................................................................................................................
..........................................................
...............................................
..........................................................
................................................
.........................................................................................................
........
........
.................................
....................
....................
.......................
...........................
..............................
.............................
.............................
..............................
.................................
..........................
................................................................
...................................................
.............................
.............................
..........................................
.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................
...................................................................................




.
.
.

:)

Had a bad haircut and having mood swing.

I kept on comb and make my hair nicer

but still not satisfy and bad mood.

He used his hand to style my hair

Which I thought it's more ugly.

And he said,

"Like this nice"

I looked into the mirror,

And it looked better.

I smile with confidence,

no more bad mood,

bad haircut became the sweetest haircut ever:P

He knows how to change a bad hairstyle into a better hairstyle.

He knows how to change a :( to :)

And most important he knows me more than i know myself.

Just want to say I LOVE YOU with a great warm hug:)