2011年5月29日星期日

Wonderful & Awesome People that I met in SMART



Ignore me.. Focus on the middle attractive lady..

Haha..


I like this teacher a lot..

She is Puan Lee..

an awesome teacher..


She is different, from other teacher..

She will try her best,

use various ways

that suit us to teach us..


I can say she is a creative teacher.. haha


She is my Chemistry teacher,

and also the Chemistry Society advisor..


She gives us freedom,

to choose what we want to do,

what we want to have=D

And she said she doesn't want to limit us,

except when we said we want to make bomb..

Haha!!


For me, she is a nice person..

She let us involve in the orphanage activity..

And honestly,

this activity raise my passions in everything..

Everytime after the activity,

i feel so energetic

and full of a sense of satisfaction=)


In study,

the way she teach, is so so so lively.. haha

(although I'll still fall asleep sometimes XD)

but i like it=))


If you chat with her,

you'll gain a lot..

She has different views from others..

Although sometimes she is kinda mean when say something..

but if think deeply,

she was right..


She is dare to say out something,

that others do not dare to say it out..


She is a great teacher=))

I feel so lucky to has her as my teacher=DD


Will study hard so that I won't disappoint her!

2011年5月24日星期二

Still Naive

She's still naive..
Thought it was nothing..
But actually for you is a big stuff..

Misunderstanding will happen when someone doesn't trust the other one..
Misunderstanding will happen when someone straight away think he or she is right without discuss with the other one..

Well not the first time though~

At least she's not that hurt anymore..

Did wrongly...
coz should think before do..

Did wrongly..
coz should have correct you immediately..
but thought it was nothing so just leave it..



Quotes from her counselor long time ago.. Let you all refresh=D

"Naive is not a bad thing actually, though it's rugi to yourselve but if you found the right friend... It's blissful and happiness. Don't try to change yourselve for others if it's a good personality. No one will have forever peaceful perfect life experience. It's the problem that make us learn and grow. Change the bad and maintain the good but never, never ever change who you are because that's what you are."

"Trust me, the appreciation for being who you are is much more than what you try to fake to be"



Still naive
but will stay calm
because she knows
what is she doing

Still naive
but she's happy
because she still naive

Will stay naive
but naive smartly

She is not smart enough
but will try her best to be a real smart student XP

2011年5月20日星期五

Desperate!

This earthquake is strong enough to wake me up..

I failed my Chemistry.
And I think my PA will just cukup makan only...

This is an earthquake, and it is strong enough to wake me up..

I have been sleeping for almost one year..
Doing nothing..
No target..

I got average marks for all my subjects.. But I never care...

This time,
I wake up.

I say I will score A,
and I mean it..

I want to show teachers,
I can do it..

I want to tell myself,
you definitely can do much much more better!!
Because I am the best!



p/s: I hope you all will not bu shuang me.. I just want to get what i want..

2011年5月12日星期四

What has happened?

I don't know what happened to me this year..


I don't quite like myself now..





Lazy..


hot tempered..


childish..





I really dont know what am I doing..





Tokoh Pelajar SMK Tengku Afzan?!


Aku tidak layak..





I wish to go back to Tengku Afzan..


at least that time.. I still have passions on what I wanna do..





I am so sorry to my beloved Tengku Afzan teachers..


I really really wanna say sorry to all of you..


They chose me as Tokoh Pelajar..


But what I am doing now is totally...


I am mencemarkan nama sekolah SMKTA..





Chen Bao Shian,


Last time,


you'll make sure your job had done.


you'll do your homework..


you'll try your best to try those subjects that you are weak in..


English.. You wrote almost 3 essays every week because you knew you're weak in English..


Bahasa Malaysia.. You pay attention in class, do homework that teacher gave, because you knew you didn't have tuitions and your BM haven't reach Form 5 level..


Sejarah.. You will do all your past year questions and ask questions...





Why you didn't do alllll of these in Form 6??


Do you think you are rich?


And you can no need work and just stay at home?


Do you think you are clever enough?? If like that why don'y you get A??


Do you think you are great now? coz everyone work hard and you are relax there??








AND the ways you treat people..


you are so childish..


you are so impolite..


Do you think people will like you for your childish and harsh words??


NEVER!!


Do you think people will like a person like you who always always always bu shuang someone??


NO!!!


Do you think it is right treat those who treat you good and loves you so bad??














End..


With don't know what else to say...


I'm totally disappointed of you, of your attitude...


You need to wake up...


You need to force yourself to do what you have to do..


jiu suan zhi shi jia zhuang.....

2011年5月8日星期日

有时候

有时候,明明想表达,却又表达不来。
欲言又止。。

很多时候,
你懂我懂。。
但已不会再说出来了。。
反正影响力太小,
说了也没用。。

只好静静吧~
没有什么好说的。。



我太高傲了。。
我被封闭了。。
何时才要清醒过来?
何时才会对自己做的事不感到后悔?
为何每次都不三思而行?

够了。。